My New Blog

This blog is many things but it is not personal, it is like a an open book. Well I have started another blog and this one I wish to express my time in the US Military, more importantly it's about my time joining the national guard and my experiences while I was a member, I should note that that blog is strictly on word press which I think is a superior blog format. I will update here but that blog is more of a narrative and I wish that you guys, my followers and my reads will read that other one and enjoy it. Please read here and read there as they will both be updated periodically. So far I have 2 blogs on the other with more to come.

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Self Portrait 26.10.10

the ground beneath my feet.

the pitter-patter of the marching feet behind me,
all in succession.

the sounds of planes,
trains,
and automobiles,
round and round.
Dizzying, yet placing me at ease.

is this the big comedown?
the hypnotic end to such a great high.

this feeling in my head,
in my heart,
and in my being.
the drowning in eternal
internal sunset

truth be told,
this is the most human i've ever felt.
crash landing in an emotional shit storm,
i acted,
i pretended,
"and the award for best actor"

me

but now the consequences for my actions.

the fact that i wanted to numb myself
with all things anti me,
death has come for me
from above,

numbness subsided and now back to reality.

XXXMED

Things That Are Relevant

I love this intro to The Simpson's last night, although the show has been less than stellar as of late this was something that gave me slight hope for the show again, it reminded me of it's button pushing and thought provoking past. The Simpson's has Won me over for now.