6

It's all just gravity. 
The closer I get to you the more you're pulling away. 


The more I fall, 
the more I see you floating away. 


Into space 
as I try clawing myself out of the abyss. 
I have barely come to terms with gravity, 
so I succumb to the depth. 


I feel it in my body, in my soul, 
in my everything 
that now is the time 
that I wait for you to come to me. 


Gravity be damned, 
heaven and earth be damned. 
As of now I'm waiting for you to come to me.

A Question of Mortality

A few days ago someone I care deeply about told me something completely unsettling. I don't remember how the subject was broached but I was told that old age is not an option, once this person reaches a certain age they would kill themselves, at first I stood there startled and I thought "would there ever be anything that would cause me to think so drastically about life" and I finally have the answer. I think that there's only a few things in my life that would make me consider suicide.