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I love the terribleness of this picture, out of focus yet expressing perfectly my idea. 

Today we should mourn the innocent.

Today we learn that the blind are truly leading the blind and as they inch towards the abyss we should do everything in our power to stop them.

Today I will not stand idly by and be a spectator to the impending demise of my dear friends.

Today I shall voice my opinion on things that matter.

Yesterday I was a buzzard watching as the world went about it's machinations.

Yesterday I was just a cog in the machine, yet today I feel as though I am that very machine.

The pieces have all fit together and they are working.

Yesterday was a lifetime ago and tomorrow may very well be the end.

But I chose to live in this moment where my sanity, compassion and the very nature of my being are not questioned.

Happiness

A year ago today I set certain things in motion that ultimately led to happiness. I had been grappling with decisions that would have negatively upended my life and when all was said and done I made the right decision. Sure some people were not happy with that decision and I was mocked and ridiculed for months and months, in fact to this day I feel as though certain people hate the decision, but it was mine and mine alone to make. I was tired of the corruption, the dishonesty and the lies. I was tired of trying to give 100% when everyone around be was doing not even .01% of what I was doing. Truth be told I am happier now than I have been in a long time. Are there things that I would like to take back from the last year or so, yes, but I will not, everything is done for a reason. Today, all I can say is, the world is crashing down around me and I am standing on the edge of armageddon, in the shadow of sanity, and I am happy.

XXX MED